The things I wanted to say:
How can we both have our needs met?
I'm sorry.
I'm having a hard time trusting you because of what happened.
You're hurting my feelings
I feel inadequate when you text other women frequently
I feel like I am not enough for you
What came out:
I don't want you to talk to her any more
You always....
You never....
You need to...
I won't have this conversation again. If we do I'm done.
Crying.
Yelling.
More Crying.
My emotions make me incoherent, but I can't remember what I wanted and needed to say long enough to cool off. Someone help me, I'm simply spinning out of control, and pushing the one person that I need the most away.
